Monday is, perhaps, a bitch.
A platform for this can be sketched out as a grandeur and obscurity driven show that was on since last week.
The last time I felt like greeted was roughly 6 days back, as I shared a hush-hush puff with a friend from high school.
Only the fact that I took pride in my job, of course in front of her, is as much appalling as it is a lie.
The peeking winters in Delhi must be the reason to this mockery of a rendezvous with her.
Apparently, since I left meeting her I have been dealing with this translucent layer that has grown over my smile.
If I could, I would diagnose this as a hangover from the past week, that has left me high, dry and in a wry.
In fact, the entire week or so at home, has been such an outstanding rejuvenation without going on a Dharamsala trip or the trip that my cousin offered me after taking 2 drags himself.
However, this feeling has been bitter, boring and beguiling. And as I say beguiling, I mean eye-opening.
To what precedes, but isolation. How did I reach? Alone. Did I meet someone on the way? Almost none. Have I been with someone all this while? Maybe my roommate. Who has been covering for his sleep, while I puked my mind out at midnight. Poor guy, needed a dream more than he struggled for sleep.
Coming back to the present, I have been obsessed with how the new age has outgrown itself. In the times of WhatsApp.
Somehow, being an addict to the “Information” and the “Technology” was not fruitful to say the least.
What it did to me is equal to polishing a rusted picture frame. Just that in my case, the picture is not that pretty.
The polish is incomparable to the varnish of humor or just the expression of the picture as an accomplice.
Cry baby as it may sound, I have been away from the lavish drives in Delhi, my life is nowhere close to normal. The animal that I am is disguised with a beast of the jungle. The beast whose natural instincts are second to none.
But the Golden Apples in the Garden of Hespirades seem too far for now. My leaps seem short sighted and the clan of these 7 days seem like a bunch of carnivores crossing me with ease. I may not feed them with flesh and please with gore. Nonetheless, my principles are endured for such parasites. The wounds of mediocrity I will let them lick.
And the skin with bruises of setbacks shall be shed as this animal smells and gnaws.
Monday is, perhaps, that bitch.
A platform for this can be sketched out as a grandeur and obscurity driven show that was on since last week.
The last time I felt like greeted was roughly 6 days back, as I shared a hush-hush puff with a friend from high school.
Only the fact that I took pride in my job, of course in front of her, is as much appalling as it is a lie.
The peeking winters in Delhi must be the reason to this mockery of a rendezvous with her.
Apparently, since I left meeting her I have been dealing with this translucent layer that has grown over my smile.
If I could, I would diagnose this as a hangover from the past week, that has left me high, dry and in a wry.
In fact, the entire week or so at home, has been such an outstanding rejuvenation without going on a Dharamsala trip or the trip that my cousin offered me after taking 2 drags himself.
However, this feeling has been bitter, boring and beguiling. And as I say beguiling, I mean eye-opening.
To what precedes, but isolation. How did I reach? Alone. Did I meet someone on the way? Almost none. Have I been with someone all this while? Maybe my roommate. Who has been covering for his sleep, while I puked my mind out at midnight. Poor guy, needed a dream more than he struggled for sleep.
Coming back to the present, I have been obsessed with how the new age has outgrown itself. In the times of WhatsApp.
Somehow, being an addict to the “Information” and the “Technology” was not fruitful to say the least.
What it did to me is equal to polishing a rusted picture frame. Just that in my case, the picture is not that pretty.
The polish is incomparable to the varnish of humor or just the expression of the picture as an accomplice.
Cry baby as it may sound, I have been away from the lavish drives in Delhi, my life is nowhere close to normal. The animal that I am is disguised with a beast of the jungle. The beast whose natural instincts are second to none.
But the Golden Apples in the Garden of Hespirades seem too far for now. My leaps seem short sighted and the clan of these 7 days seem like a bunch of carnivores crossing me with ease. I may not feed them with flesh and please with gore. Nonetheless, my principles are endured for such parasites. The wounds of mediocrity I will let them lick.
And the skin with bruises of setbacks shall be shed as this animal smells and gnaws.
Monday is, perhaps, that bitch.
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